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2012/01/29

True Love.




True Love is Holding hands inside the glove.
True Love is longing for the one even when you are together.
True Love is feeling like every kiss is your first.
True Love is when the one's smile take away all your sorrows.
True Love is feeling like home when lost with the one.

2012/01/26

I will die alone and be left there.
Well I guess I'll just go home,
Oh God knows where.
Because death is just so full and man so small.
Well I'm scared of what's behind and what's before.

And there will come a time, you'll see, with no more tears.
And love will not break your heart, but dismiss your fears.
Get over your hill and see what you find there,
With grace in your heart and flowers in your hair.



2012/01/25

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Και εδώ είναι που φτάνεις στο σημείο για να αναλογιστείς. Υπάρχει κάποιο νόημα; Γιατί τα διαβάζω όλα αυτά; Αφού, ούτως ή άλλως, εγώ, αγρότισσα θέλω να γίνω. Δεν θέλω να ενπλουτίσω τις γνώσεις μου για να τις μεταμορφώσω σε πράξεις μέσα στον "επιχειρηματικό" κόσμο.. Ίσως γι'αυτό λέγεται Επιχείρηση, γιατί θέλει ισχυρό λέγειν, μία καλά οπλισμένη παρανοϊκή κοσμοθεωρία και ένα θρασύ χαρακτήρα για να πείσεις όλο τον κόσμο ότι αυτό που αντιπροσωπεύεις αναγωογονεί την Υφήλιο και δίνει αξία στη μίζερη ζωή σου.

Thank you.

2012/01/23

Ανώνυμος Ον2

Δεν αφήνω τις σκουριασμένες σας προκαταλήψεις,
να διαβρώσουν το εγώ μου.
Δεν ακολουθώ τις πλαισιομένες σας οδούς,
για να με οδηγήσουν στην αποδοχή μου,
από εσάς, που, ζωγραφίζετε επαίσχυντα τον
κόσμο μου γκρί.
Από εσάς, που, άβουλα κινείστε στα μονοπάτια τους.

2012/01/21

Bombay Bicycle Club

After doing some research about Chris Blackwell (a very interesting profile in the music industry by my opinion....) and his "baby" Island Records I discovered a great band, Bombay Bicycle Club. Funny thing is that just a few days after their discovery I found their second album Flaws, which is UK: Gold certified.
The guys started when being 15 and were called The Canals at first. But after being inspired by an indian restaurant in London they renamed their project to what it is today. They quickly won the industry's attention and released their first EP The boy I used to be on their own record label Mmm...Records. Their career headed off and by playing in many different festivals by the side of many well known bands such as Mumford and Sons they've managed to win the Best New Band award at the 2010 NME Awards.

One of my previous posts were about Foster, in which I commented the Twillight Saga..Well I guess that it comes back in the picture since their song How can you swallow so much sleep? from their first album I hade the blues but I shook them loose (2009) was included in the Twillight saga: Soundtrack release.... ( Gosh this saga is following me..Remember Alexander Desplat???) The Bombay Bicycle Club remind me very much of Mumford and sons, but has still a little Junip feeling in it. I definitely recommend them for a chill saturday morning..

Here you have their song "Jewel" from their album Flaws.

Enjoy, Captain

2012/01/19

I'VE GOT VEG....

Seriously. This is a post dedicated to everyone eating meat. You are idiots.Period. HAHA nee just kidding.
To the point. I am well aware of the cruel methods being used in the meat industry. I am also aware of all the starving kids in Africa (for you who actually use that as an argument)... Thing is that Im not quite sure, about my positioning when it comes to veganism or the "lighter" approach, vegeterianism. I mean, I do think that biologically whe are made to eat meat. But, on the other hand we also got a feature other creatures on mother earth don't have, it's called intelligence. (or at least that's what we think, since dolphins might be smarter than us)

Intelligence can be reflected in our capability of empathy, or else, objective feeling awareness.
What makes us human, makes us also animals. We might be on the highest level on the food chain, but that due to the capitalistic world and rotten system we live in. We produce more than me need. We want more than we need. As an answer to that a certain group of people (and im mostly talking about the western civilization which has meat and animalic products in it's "coucine") have chosen to not use it or even support the industry. They tend to call themselves vegeterians or when not eating anything from the animal- chain vegans.

My question is, why even labelize it? Why even put a name on your believes? I mean, I do respect different opinions and ways of living. I try not to critisize others when their lifestyle don't effect negatively third parts...But, I feel that in many cases, those people (and yes in the matter of this post I must segregate in groups) tend to act kinda....haughty... It's like, they feel that they are better than you for have chosen not to eat meat. And I describe it like not-eating-meat because, I think that when being against a certain industry you must be against it in all the ways you can. This presupposes of course intergrated and accurate knowledge...

No I do not believe that you fight for animal rights by turning down meat, but can happily eat a soya-burger at MCDonalds.
No, I do not believe that by eating just vegetables and still wearing clothes made in some child supported factory in China you make a difference.
No, I do not believe that if you eat soya meat and kebab and burgers and so on you will enpower your battle, since hey, guess how many hectars of rainforest get destroyed annualy for the sake of soya cultivation.
No you are not cool just because you are vegan and love to brag about it.
No you are not something special just because others eat meat.

Of course Its NOT my meaning to offend anyone who reads this and actually is a vegetarian or vegan. All Im trying to say is that I am tired of all this surface. I am tired of all this superficial statements, made by more and more people who actually don't give a shit and just care about their image.

I am sure that some of you might think, "and who are you to judge?" Well I just happen to be a girl with many concerns about stuff and I must confess that I tend to be cautious with all these movements.. Just look in history, read, learn, ask, and question. I bet that people doing that and are well aware of their choises, are not the ones who critisize and look down on others.

My conclusion? Make what ever you can for this world, take care of your health and if you do feel to share that way of living with others, do it with respect and with a notion of freedom in mind.



Peace out,
Captain

2012/01/16

Second Hand Rating

A few weeks ago I bought some CD's from the ordinary second hand kinda vintage store ala music. Amongst others I bought an amusing "This is Punk" medley CD. Like a little collection. (Released from a dutch communication firm?) Anyways...To my surprise, when I opened it today, I saw that the previous owner had rated the songs. And the most interesting part is that I agree with him/her.
You can see the stars and how many stars stand for how good a song/band is. I liked the idea, so next time I will drop some stuff off, I'll first make sure I've also left my mark on them....



Anyways, here you have the according to the previous-this-is-punk-cd-owner, the absolute super nr. 1 song of the collection.



Enjoy, captain

2012/01/15

Blur


I lay you down, to see what's there
behind the surface, in your heart of despair .
The feeling's burning the guts inside,
there is no space for leaving, no place to hide.

Touch of air, behind my ears,
your voice whispers away my fears.
A moment of lust, undernearth ours masks,
will soon intrude. Our hearts's beating fast.

In rythm we dance along the way,
together till the end, of this passionplay.
You feel the fire, on the edge of no return,
tripping, losing thoughts and mind,no words will earn.

My feelings are though not ment to endure,
your pressure is painting my love to a blur,
an image of grey feelings in mist.
I'm tired of hoping, but it's hard to resist.

╚→ Captain §hilly ←╝

2012/01/14

Κατάθεση

Έχω φτάσει στο σημείο να χάνω κάθε ελπίδα για τον άνθρωπο. Όντας άνθρωπος , θεωρώ, πρέπει να χαρακτηρίζεσαι από αίσθημα αλληλεγύης, σεβασμού, συμπόνοιας. Δεν τα βλέπω όμως γύρω μου. Με στενοχωρεί το γεγονός ότι ακόμα και ο μικρόκοσμός μου έχει διαβρωθεί από αυτή τη βρωμιά της κοινωνίας. Κανένα ίχνος σεβασμού.
Η επικράτηση του ατομικού συμφέροντος, έχει οδηγήσει το κοινωνικό μου περιβάλλον σε μια μυωπική στάση και συμπεριφορά ως προς τις ανθρώπινες σχέσεις. Πού πήγε η ειλικρίνεια; Τα ειλικρινά αισθήματα, δίχως επιπολαιότητα και εκμετάλλευση καταστάσεων. "Σεβάσου με", "Αγάπησέ με". "Κατανόησέ με". Δεν θέλει προσπάθεια, γιατί τότε χαλάς την αγνότητα των πράξεων. Προϋποθέτει μόνο μια παιδεία. Θέλει, να έχει προηγηθεί μια διαδικασία ανάπτυξης της αντίστοιχης κουλτούρας. Κουλτούρα αγάπης. Παιδεία σεβασμού. Θέλει μετάνοια. Κοινωνική, καθολική και προ πάντων οικιοθελή μετάνοια. Κουράστηκα να αντιστέκομαι. Δεν θέλω να καταπιέζω το σεβασμό μου και το αίσθημα αλληλεγύης μου επειδή πιστεύω ότι δεν το "αξίζουν". Αυτοί, όχι εμείς.Εσύ, όχι εγώ. Είμαι ένας από αυτούς; Μήπως απλώς ζω έναν ρόλο; Κοροϊδεύω τον εαυτό μου; Δεν θέλω να πιστέψω κάτι τέτοιο. Είναι όμως εφικτό; Πραγματικότητα ή αντίληψη;Πώς να καλυτερέψω τον κόσμο μου, όταν πρώτα απ' όλα δεν γνώριζω πώς να βελτιώσω τον αντιληπτό μου εαυτό;

2012/01/13

Marcus Foster



When I first heard him I seriously thought it was Dustin Kensrue from Thrice, but with a more melow and melancholic tint. Marcus Foster released his first full lenght album Nameless Path just a few months ago. It's a rather folkish album with alot of piano, strings and romantic lyrics.

Foster is a rather artistic person, studying sculpture at the Royal College of Art. As I read since he's got a good social circle, he managed to promote his song I was broken by asking his friend Kristen Stewart to play the main role in the music video. (Kristen is that girl from the Twillight "torture"..haha yes we all have the right to express our opinions...)

Anyway, Here you have the video from I was broken, and listen to Don't need to lose you to know, I don't think I'm the only one comfussing him with mr Kensrue.



Don't need to lose you to know



Enjoy, Captain

Ανώνυμος Ον 1


Δειλά επιβιώνω μέσα σε ένα μίγμα χάους και αποσύνθεσης.
Δειλά ξεχωρίζω τις ανυπότακτές μου σκέψεις, από τα σκλαβωμένα μου όνειρα.
Δεν υπάρχω μέσα στο πλήθος, είμαι το πλήθος.
Δεν ζω μέσα στο πένθος, απαρτίζομαι από πένθος.

2012/01/01

2012 wishes

I do not hope for a better year. I do not hope for a brighter tomorrow. I do not hope for a happier 2012. I just wish I do get the chanse to fully live every moment for what it is. And not just me, everyone.

I sometimes wish I could see things from another view. Unfortunately I can't. But this is where my most precious persons come in act. And this is what I wish for. My wish to all of you, is that you all get to keep those beloved persons in your life. Persons you can rely on, persons you trust. Persons you can be yourself with, persons you feel safe with. Persons that warm your heart when it feels cold, persons you want to love. We shall not underestimate the effects of loneliness, it can turn the warmest heart into stone.


Remember, sometimes, we must read between the lines.


The Milk Carton Kids - Maybe It's Time


A Fine Frenzy- Come on Come out


Bright Eyes- Lua


Johnny Cash - You Are My Sunshine


Chris Bathgate - Silly One


Counting Crows - Colorblind


The golden Silvers- Magic touch



I am covered in skin
No one gets to come in
Pull me out from inside
I am folded, and unfolded, and unfolding



Enjoy,
Captain.